Everything and anything is possible....

So I have not blogged in a while so I have a lot to say. First off i'd like to say how much of a great woman Whitney houston was , she went too soon and I hope eveyone appriciated all her music. She battled with her drug addiction for a long time but its not about that its about the great things that she achieved in her life whilst she was here with us. She was beautiful, talented, from what I know just, great. So its really sad that she has said goodnight to the world, I think its great that she has left us behind some amazing music. R.I.P Whitney houston.

Sixth-form recently has been ok but it could be better, to be honest. Nice to have a break away from it for a while, since im in a break right now ive had time to think about studies, friends, future, and me. I think thinking space is good for me, but sometimes my mind wonders in plces I dont like or im uncomfortable with.. yh. Back to sixth-form next week..

Holidays this time round has been so.. dragged out. I haven't ive done some studying but I could have done more, have a couple days left so hopefully they will be sucessful. I have no problem in studying, its just the way I study can make me fall off track at times. Holiday is like being a snail at times, I just move slow motion with everything else, well thats after 2 o'clock. Im most of the time up, cleaning, tire myself out till midday. So overal holidays have been, me being lazy, with everything.

Family time is everything to me, without my family I would crumble, I look strong on the outside but im weak and soft really. Just my family being there is a blessing and im glad I have such a supportive, loving, talented, humorous, creative, beautiful and the list could go on and on but I wont because it will take up the whole page. Overall my family is the greatest and I appriciate holidays because to be honest we do have much family time and I dont have much holidays so when I do its the greatest feeling in the world. I love my family no matter what.

Deviantart is one site I havent been able to come off since ive been on holiday, its additve, its my addition and I love it. Its somewhere I love to be, its what I love so being on there everyday doesn't bother me in the slightest. It makes me happy. Ive just started a new drawing of the month might tell you guys about it in my next post. Draw draw draw draw draw draw DRAWWWWW, I just love it!!!!!!! The result is amazinng, I will become a established artist or fashion designer, so look out for me ;) because I am determined to reach my goal which ever way possible, everything and anything is possible in this world.My addition this holiday.

Last thought, always appreiciate everyone around you and the things they have to offer to your life that may open your eyes up to something new, you dont know how long you have left.

Pub ...walk of SHAME

So I was meant to post something yesterday about a little family outing we had, so ill just do it now.

Yesterday we went to the pub, first of all we was told that we had to wait for 45minutes because there wasnt enough seats, then the man offered us a table and said that we would have to serve ourselfs, like omg what the hell is thiss??!! I could not believe it, it was actually funny at first. Then we found out that the kitchen was down the hell!. OMG.

There was tones of people and all the seats where taken. So anyways we just payed at the desk, at the front then we did our WALK OF SHAMEEE !! LOL its was scary having to go get our plates, pick what we wanted then bring the plate all the way back to our table, not to meantion we all went at one time, part from my dad. Mummy told me that I should tell my dad to come get his plate, so I went by MYSELF, I had to do my walk of shame alone. LOL. This meant that when I got back to the table, dad would have to leave me and I would be on me todd (Alone). Made me so nerves.

So we had lunch, had a laugh, could fill up out drinks as much as wwe wanted and of course my twin made me put like two drinks in one lol , she turned me into a reble. It was so fun just to sit and chat with FOOD, in the pub lol :D.
P.S. Would NEVER do it again.

Christmas Day Is Nearly Out ... ZZzz

So christmas is nearly over. Today wasnt as bad as I thought it would be, having your family around you is the greatest thing, thats all I ask for, to have my family around me on christmas day.

Its funny because people only think of the presents but now im older, I have learnt that presents isn't everything. Learning how to appreciate your family is really important and you should always tresure all the beautiful moments you have with eachother. Having a big family is nice, but I can only count the people who care on both hands, thats it and I think thats sad.

I am so knackered ffrom all that cooking with mum, but I must admitt It was soo fun cooking with mummy, shes a star, couldnt wish for anyone better even if I had the chose. We cooked like three different types of meets, like mum does every year and plenty other stuff. And like always mum stayed up through to christmas, she never really sleeps, she gets about four, five hours of sleep because shes nonstop cooking. So I decided to join. On our feet all day, but we do make a great team. One last thing about that, i've realised im constantly asking about the food mum makes; How long does it have to go in for? Is it ready yet? So what do you put in that then? Are you going to leave that in there? Did you do that to the meat the last time?, so now im thinking I maybe taking an interest to cooking.. hmm.

Christmas dinner. Like usual I stuff my face but this year,that was not the case. This evening I just had one plate, I know... some people may think.. 'ohh thats not too bad' but with me im a slight pig when it comes to christmas dinner, sooo now im starting to think that my stomach has shrunk. I well and truely said goodbye to the second plate of food this evening, ahwell. Hooray!!.

Newyear. New attitude to life.

Deep in thought

So I was just here... thinking and my mind wondered off, started thinking about my sister, missing her is the worst feeling ever, some mornings I wake up and my mind wonders off like usual, this is because im the only one awake so this happens often, thinking about her more everyday can only make me stronger, and cherish all the wonderful moments we had together.

I always try think of the good memories because there the best. I always rememeber her putting make-up on me, she use to call me her make-up dolly because my other sisters jokinly didnt want to have make-up on their faces. Their not girly girls so thats perfectly understandable, I didnt mind getting it done. This only meant that I got to see myself with all these different looks and experience her talent first hand.
Khimi was so ambisious and so talented, she had a beautiful singing voice, I only wish that I had longer with her. Weakness in me, I always remember her singing this song, this song will always be in my heart aswell as khimmi.
she had a beautiful soul.. love you khimi <3

Not obsessed with Justin Bieber, Christmas album

Justin Bieber's christmas album is amazing and I like every song on there but my twin seems to think I have an obsession with him, so im going to share some of my thoughts about Justin.
I love all the songs but ill pick one out of them all to talk about. 'Fa la la'  is such a beautiful song, love the harmonys, the video. I love the acapella just as much as the normal version, they both gert a ten out of ten from me. Doing a duet with BoysIIMen is one of Justin's career highlights, I think.

The othere day i was watching 'This is Justin Bieber' I like Justin, so I watched it obviously, because I wanted to see what he was going to performe.
I think its awesome that Justin gives to charities. I think its wonderful as a star to always give and to continue giving and im proud at this age he is giving to charity because this means when he is older and wiser he will continue to do so for people he cares for and thinks deserve it. Giving to children is always a good thing, happy Justin is doing so.
So there's this website where you can personalise your own Justin bieber album cover , sounds good, doesnt mean im obsessed, does it?!
 heres a few pics that I like .. Justin bieber ..2http://www.fanpop.com/spots/justin-bieber/images/27714543/title/justin-bieber-photo
.... enjoyed them..ok so now im done.

Round Tree Randoms

So yesterday I was meant to do a post but my  brother ended up passing by so we just did what we usually do. Talk, laugh, eat, and chat some more, always talk non stop from the time he arives to the time he leaves.
My brother was talking about how the boys (My newphes) hair had grown, down to their shoulders now, man I was shocked when I saw the pictures, could not believe it.

So yesterday I was going to talk about  how I had finally began to do some AS work from my sixth-form project on Cross-section. Its always fun to do all the experimenting but its never fun dointg the writing parts about the artist inleast your really intrigued in the artist the work is based around.
From my opinion I think art has to be some thing you enjoy inorder to getting down to do it and this is why when I really dont feel like doing work, I dont do it because it wont come out as I want it to.

Today was the last day of sixth-form, of my first term, gosh I had a ball hanging out with my best buddies, spending half the day with them today felt weird but the holiday will be over before we all known it.

Before we all went home, we watched the pantomime, it was so hilarious, I could not stop laughing. A few of the male teachers were dressed as girls/women, I was just so shocked I kept laughing. Overall I enjoyed the panto and it was extra funny with my friends right besides me.

Sadly my art teacher is leaving and wont be at walthamstow Academy when we go back for our second half of the first term. He told us that its because his girlfriend was offered a job in India and he wanted to stay so badly and still teach us but he finally decided that he wanted to go alone with her. At first I was a bit upset because I really get along with him but then I understood when he told me why. I think I would have done the same.

Lastly one of my friends came back to sixth-form for the first time in weeks because he had been in hospital. He was really ill, I was so close to crying but i held it together in the end, it was a great pleasure seeing him again after so long. Sam is one of my friends but everyone has their close friends, friends, and people you just say 'Hi' and 'Bye' too, Sam was a friend and I when i first found out he was in hospital, I literally could not stop myself from crying, shows how much I really care for him. You never realise until something happens to the ones you care about. Last addition, me and my friend Aroog made him a card just before he arrived, I really hope he liked it.