Sometimes I think a lot, most times in the morning when Ive just woken up and Just before I fall asleep. Its not a bad thing because most of the time I start thinking about her and I wish she would wake up and say morning to me. I find it hard because I try to do so many things to distract myself by doing all these crazy things, day in day out but sometimes its just not enough. Not having her presence is hard for me, as it is for everyone else. This morning I was thinking and I just had to get up because I felt like I was going crazy from thinking to much. I didn't know that was possible but just goes to show, its possible. Thinking about her I fell so much emotions but sometimes talking about her, I don't know weather to smile from all the good times or just to cry for the obvious reasons. Saying goodbye does not satisfy for me, its not enough to reassure myself. Sometimes I hate it when people say bye to me because bye means never seeing that person again, forever. So I'm just going to say goodnight...This is for you.
Goodnight k. <3
P.s Text is green because it reminds me of her and her room <3
Link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXGeTHGkQ_U
You're a very brave girl and I'm beyond proud of you. You know you and Chuck are what matters most to me and I'll do anything to protect you but this isn't something any of us know how to handle except to just handle it. But I'm glad you blog about Khim and I'm glad you're not saying goodbye, I don't like that word either. Keep blogging, sweety. Love you <3
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