Music Is The Only Thing That Can Heal Us....

Music is a beautiful thing and I don't know what I would do it I didn't have it...Live on but its something that everyone can relate to in some way, share or form. Depending on what type of music you like, all these emotions come with it. I'm easy and like all types, I know It can be slightly annoying because, Nine times out of ten when You ask someone what type of music they like, they say "OH I like all types really :D" Yeah I know. People like music for all reasons but most of the time people say its because its like being in another place, you can just escape, listen and not be bothered. That's true but Its also for healing, Its a great therapy, If you have a different opinion, Please share.

If you think about it, back in the days when people felt hurt because of what ever reason or was misunderstood in some way, this must have been the only way they could express themselves and now we all share music from all over the world. Also art is another way of expressing feeling,music and art is beautiful.

My favourite song at the moment is 'Do it like you' - By DiggySimmons Ft Jeramih Check it out ;)

                                   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5innG_SeKcQ


Never feel ashamed about the music you like just to fit in,
If you cant like the music you want, around your friends,
Then their not your friends.

You can confidently like your music and appreciate,
Or be ashamed and hide it. 

Just Saying Goodnight Not Goodbye...

Sometimes I think a lot, most times in the morning when Ive just woken up and Just before I fall asleep. Its not a bad thing because most of the time I start thinking about her and I wish she would wake up and say morning to me. I find it hard because I try to do so many things to distract myself by doing all these crazy things, day in day out but sometimes its just not enough. Not having her presence is hard for me, as it is for everyone else. This morning I was thinking and I just had to get up because I felt like I was going crazy from thinking to much. I didn't know that was possible but just goes to show, its possible. Thinking about her I fell so much emotions but sometimes talking about her, I don't know weather to smile from all the good times or just to cry for the obvious reasons. Saying goodbye does not satisfy for me, its not enough to reassure myself. Sometimes I hate it when people say bye to me because bye means never seeing that person again, forever. So I'm just going to say goodnight...This is for you.

Goodnight k. <3 

P.s Text is green because it reminds me of her and her room  <3

Link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXGeTHGkQ_U

JustinBieber -Boyfriend- Teaser ...

JustinBieber - Boyfriend

 

 

JustinBieber - Teaser Video 

Justin Bieber

Recently Justin released a teaser to his new single...boyfriend. Damn the teaser really is a teaser, I cant stop listening to the song, I just cant wait for the video now, its just great. Now I think of it, this is song is one of a kind. I also realised that he changes the sound of the song three times, which I love, like three songs in one, even better. 

My overall opinion of the song is, great and I can definately dance along to it, in my room, livingroom, If family will allow it. LOL.  Gosh I rememeber when justin was soo young and I use to dance in front of the tv singing 'One time' actually I still do that. Its funny because I was reading a commet on youtube yesterday  and someone commented saying how they use to get picked on because they liked justin  ....then they put in brackets (Im a boy by the way) and I just thought woow hes not ever allow to like his own music, People are so judgemental these days. Oh and then he said 'But now I cant deny that this is a good song, teambieber' I was just thinking 'You go girl' and soon after thinking oops, I meant to say 'you  go boi' :D

Hope people appreciate his music, like I do :)

Strive hard enough for something you want, and you'll get it

Finally might be back on track...

So for a while I stopped drawing completely which I wasnt too happy about, but I just couldnt find the energy to do so, so I didnt.

Well its not that simple, things happen and people change and I guess that happened to me for some while, its just some people never go back to who they are, which I find sad because Id hate for that to happen to me...again. Drawing is my life and I really dont know what I would do without it, I cant express the way im feeling so I just do impresionism work on people I love or have wanted to draw for some time.

Having something shake your whole world only makes us do better.

Ambition Is The Only Way Forward...

So my cousin came over today from uni, its been a while so it was really nice to see him after a couple months. We caught up with everything he was doing at uni and how nice it was.

Then we started talking about how it would be nice for me to check it out. Heres the deal with uni and me. I never thought of uni in the beginning, It wasnt my thing and I looked at it as "Everyone else is going doesnt mean I have to go if I dont want to and if im not ready" but... now that my cousins come round my mind is in a different place. He told me that its a great experience so far, and his only been there for a couple months. Growing up plays a great part in uni and I really do think I need that.

What im scared of is, leaving my family but then that just means I have no independance.. which is really bad. I have to learn to start doing things by myself. I can take great acre of myself with the confidence of the family being around but out of that environment with the family, I feel like ill fall apart.

Note to myself: Is uni for me??

Maybe Nows the time to show that my generation can do more then just sit around all day and be a bum...

NEVERSAYNEVER :) Jb

Deviant art

So I havent done much drawing lately because of sixth-form and other stuff that have been distractring me. But now I think I might be finally back on track.:D YES!!
I love doing traditional drawing because I feel like thats what I should be doing with my drawing skills, traditional. Being a part of deviantart is amazing because I just feel like everyone understands me there, not that I feel misunderstood. Its sure a huge growing site that its great to be a part of it already for 7 months, woow I must say it feels like years because people ae just sonice to you, appreciate your art and respect you.

Art is my life but it hasnt been for a VERY long time, and I know why.

Been A While

So I havent blogged in a very long time, times are hard and people get really busy(me) having to study isnt easy. thinking about what you want in life is hard too,who are we making the decission for? ourselves or others. I think sometimes it can be a bit of both and thats what makes it so hard for me to decide.

Life is hard, when you dont know where you belong.

Twins Will Be Twins...

So my nephews came over, they're so cute they were spelling all these small words then they asked their gran to ask them to spell bigger words, adorable right?

Family means so much to me and some times when I dont see my nephews for a long time it does make me sad, because their boys and grow sooo fast. Talking about height, their going to shoot right past me and im really going to look like an umpalumpa then arent I? ahh well ive always been told that ill never grow, back then I thought it was a big joke but then I realise that they was actualy telling me the truth. So anyways after spelling all these words they decided ton run about and hide in the toilets for a game, damn kids are so creative. Twins will be twins.

Being a twin is amazing and I hope that twins around the world feel the same bput their twin. The love I have for her is unique and having her around everyday is cool because I always think what if I wasnt a twin and I was just her sister, it would be cool but as much as it is to be one. She has all these quirky ways about her that I love. I love my twin with all my heart.

Ive always said when I have kids That I want them to be twins but I guess that wont happen since im a  twin, hopefully Ill be the first, hopefully. That would be great.

Everything and anything is possible....

So I have not blogged in a while so I have a lot to say. First off i'd like to say how much of a great woman Whitney houston was , she went too soon and I hope eveyone appriciated all her music. She battled with her drug addiction for a long time but its not about that its about the great things that she achieved in her life whilst she was here with us. She was beautiful, talented, from what I know just, great. So its really sad that she has said goodnight to the world, I think its great that she has left us behind some amazing music. R.I.P Whitney houston.

Sixth-form recently has been ok but it could be better, to be honest. Nice to have a break away from it for a while, since im in a break right now ive had time to think about studies, friends, future, and me. I think thinking space is good for me, but sometimes my mind wonders in plces I dont like or im uncomfortable with.. yh. Back to sixth-form next week..

Holidays this time round has been so.. dragged out. I haven't ive done some studying but I could have done more, have a couple days left so hopefully they will be sucessful. I have no problem in studying, its just the way I study can make me fall off track at times. Holiday is like being a snail at times, I just move slow motion with everything else, well thats after 2 o'clock. Im most of the time up, cleaning, tire myself out till midday. So overal holidays have been, me being lazy, with everything.

Family time is everything to me, without my family I would crumble, I look strong on the outside but im weak and soft really. Just my family being there is a blessing and im glad I have such a supportive, loving, talented, humorous, creative, beautiful and the list could go on and on but I wont because it will take up the whole page. Overall my family is the greatest and I appriciate holidays because to be honest we do have much family time and I dont have much holidays so when I do its the greatest feeling in the world. I love my family no matter what.

Deviantart is one site I havent been able to come off since ive been on holiday, its additve, its my addition and I love it. Its somewhere I love to be, its what I love so being on there everyday doesn't bother me in the slightest. It makes me happy. Ive just started a new drawing of the month might tell you guys about it in my next post. Draw draw draw draw draw draw DRAWWWWW, I just love it!!!!!!! The result is amazinng, I will become a established artist or fashion designer, so look out for me ;) because I am determined to reach my goal which ever way possible, everything and anything is possible in this world.My addition this holiday.

Last thought, always appreiciate everyone around you and the things they have to offer to your life that may open your eyes up to something new, you dont know how long you have left.